So yeah, thanks to all who commented on my last post. Your kindness and advice really helped me and I'm grateful. I only hope his family and those who knew him even more than I did are doing better as well.
( Cut for talk about work and....the truth about what they (and perhaps other people) think of me revealed!!! GASP! )
Anyways, Memes..because I'm falling behind on them:
Comment (Stating that you want the "8 question Meme" answered or something) with the name of any character I am playing or have ever played and I'll reply to the following questions:
1. Do you like this character?
2. What name/names do you call this character?
3. What image-color do you associate with character?
4. What image-song do you associate with character?
5. What blood-type do you think this character is?
6. Of all of the titles that this character appears in, what character do you like to put this character with?
7. What would you want to say to this character?
8. Which do you want to do with this character: Shake hands, hug or kiss?
Secondly:
Ask any of the muses I role play a question and I'll reply in-character as them with an answer. Feel free to ask them ANYTHING, regardless of whether you know their canon or not. Feel free to also ask them as your own muse. They will respond accordingly.
( List of Characters )
- Mood:
rushed - Music:Until you're over me - Maroon 5 (<3)
So once again, I apologize and thank you for adding me ^-^
In fact, I suppose I should tell you a little bit about myself. I won't write an autobiography or anything, but how about a "6 things you should know about me" meme?
( Read more... )
And that's about it. Well except that today was quite interesting. I had to be at work at 8:30 this morning to be at the store at 9. Instead of waking up on time, my alarm failed and I ended up dreaming about work until about 8:45.
I'm a pretty good liar, but I don't know if I'm going to be able to pull of being "stomach ill" tomorrow. Maybe I should have came up with a better excuse than calling in "sick". Something like...my car
Also, I got one of those spam e-mails about "Please tell me your account number so that you can blah blah blah my money and I'll give you blah blah of it". This time though, it was not only asking me that, but to adopt their child as well. Now, I thought, this is new. In a way, it got me thinking about if it were true and if I actually agreed to do reply and say "yes". It was silly and entertaining, but who knew that the next day my 12 year old sister's friend would actually ask me to consider her as an adopted little sister because her own older brother is "lame".
I'm not sure what to make of this.
- Location:In the living room scared of the roach in my own room DX
- Mood:
hot
...I have allergies? I thought at first it was some side affec from a perfume I was wearing, but it's not wearing off. Great. I suppose that might help explain the odd coughing that I developed a few days ago that made no sense. Sneezing all over the place is not how I planned to spend my Spring Break D:
In better news though, I had no work today. The weather outside is so wonderful that they decided to close down the park. Wonderful as in what I've been looking foward to all this time. It's about time this city got some rain. The cold weather we could do without since it's spring already, but I don't mind it all that much. I'm a winter baby, so I prefer this than a blazing sun. It give me an excuse to use my nice coats and jackets and my favorite scarf. Sadly I'm the only one in my family up here who enjoys this weather.
As for my juggling of life. I suppose I am doing better at it. I'm trying to Roleplay a little more, and work has been interesting, and school....well I'm on Spring Break right now, so maybe that's why it's a bit easier to handle.
Enough about that though, I've been bored with all this free time, so I decided to try making Haiku. They aren't that great, but I had a lot of fun trying that whole 5,7,5 syllable pattern. I wish I could make some in Japanese, but I'd fail even more XD
So...
( Tell me what you think XD )
And finally I leave with an RP Meme that I stole from
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erinilliana( Icon Meme )
Now I'm off to rest. Who knew constant sneezing and an irritated nose could wear you out? x_x;
- Mood:
sick - Music:I will follow you into the Dark - Death Cab for Cutie
What's worse is that I'm not even done with the powerpoint and it's already 2:15 in the morning. I don't think I'll be getting any sleep tonight D:
So I apologize, to Memento for those tags I've left hanging. I'll get back to them as soon as I can T_T
- Mood:
stressed
Well the past few days sure have been...er...interesting?
Other than that...I've been enjoying many of the Detective Conan movies. I can't believe that after so many years, I still love the mystery of that Anime. How Aoyama can come up with so many cases will never fail to amaze me. So 8 seen, only 4 more to go~
Never gunna give you up, never gunna let you doooown~ XD
- Music:Never gonna give you up - Rick Astley
ASDFGHJKL?!?!? I...I...I have a job!? ME? The person who failed at a mock interview so bad that I got 11th place out of 10 competitors? This....I can't believe it. I can't believe that after screwing up the first interview with that man, I got a second chance with the woman in charge and...she hired me? She somewhat liked me enough to hire me, to work as retail/merchandise seller at...an amusement park? What is this world coming to? XD;;;
So the first job that I ever get on my own, which Im still not sure if I might get to keep because of my grandmother, is at Six Flags, an amusement park. A job I applied to on a whim because I saw a sign at my school, because I heard it on the radio, because I thought that they would have to be crazy to hire me. Not only that but I could never imagine myself working there. I guess life is funny that way XD
Anyways, Meme time again~
( Interview~ )
And I'm done for the day. I have a lot of homework and catching up to do at Memento.
- Mood:
indescribable
I'm lazy. I should be Role playing or doing my essay, or even studying japanese, but instead I'm doing memes. I suck D:
( The point is to answer each question with one word )
( 2nd Meme )
Happy Chinese/Asian New Years~
Moo!
- Mood:
lazy
This is only my second week of college, but it's already kicking my butt. I've had to do two small essays and do extensive reading..not to mention that junior level class I'm taking. Every time I go, I become a nervous wreck because there are so many people better than me. When they speak, it's like they are reciting an essay out of a book in their minds that I don't have access to. D:
What had me in frustration is that I can't roleplay like this. By the time I get home and do my assignments, I don't feel like doing anything. I try to write something in character and I fail. When this happens, I usually do exercises to get out of the funk and back into character, but my lack of motivation and my insecurities about my characters are making it harder.
As for the literal reason...After two weeks of non-stop work, my dad finally got a day off. He's been looking forward to this day since Monday hehe. I'll admit that I have too, because I've been wanting to spend time with him for a while now. What I didn't expect was the first thing he had planned for the day. Seeing as how I didn't have school today, he came into my room at 9 in the morning, all excited and talking so fast about his plans and to get up. So after failing to comprehend anything the man said (It take me like 10 minutes to fully wake up and get my brain started), I changed and waited for whatever fate had in store for me. Turns out, a friend of his and we were going to go eat at a restaurant...but not in the car, oh no, we were driving there on motorcycles. o_o
I'm not afraid of such things because I've ridden with my dad before, but I didn't think we'd spend like 3 hours driving around the whole city either. Don't get me wrong, it was fun, but your butt gets sore after a while. XD
Now, Meme time~
I was tagged by
erinilliana</lj>to do this meme: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 19 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 19 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you, or I just needed to tag more people to get to the 19 needed
( 19 things )
( One more )
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Now to put on my Role playing pants and get back to business
- Mood:
tired
I have something for you under the cut below that I hope you will enjoy :3 ( Clicky here~ (Warning: Large image ahead) )
- Mood:
sore - Music:After Dark - Asian Kung-Fu Generation
Geeze, I appreciated the month off of school, but I can't say that I miss it...much. I mean, it was nice not having to worry about a thing, but I think all that free time was starting to make me depressed. Now that I'm back, I feel my goal oriented self than my meaningless self. I have a few hard classes this year though....I mean, I'm sure I'll do fine...but it's still scary. T_T
Anyways, Meme times~!
First one is stolen from ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
proud_illusion
proud_illusion and glossological ( Fandom Meme )
Seriously now, RP duties I"m coming, I promise! D:
- Mood:
bored
I really need to stop being lazy and check up on my F-list every so often. Not only that, but I need to learn what's acceptable to post and what isn't....So to those who read my last post before I deleted it, I apologize. I wasn't very sane at the moment, but there's nothing to worry about..I think.
Anyways, I was going to talk about my New Years here, but instead I found an interesting little Meme to help me out:
( New Years Meme )
Anyways...that's about it...well other than I'm am SO not looking foward to waking up at 6 in the morning to drop off my relatives at the airport . That and driving 4hrs and 30 min back to my mom's and grandma's city and then coming back like two days later.
XD I'm so impatient, even though it's already been a week.
- Mood:
pessimistic - Music:Asterisk - Orange Range
And...that's all I can think of posting right now XD
- Mood:
thankful
I have two statements to make, but they aren't of any importance:
1. You know, it's a really really strange feeling when you get to the age that 3 or more friends around your age are either getting married or are seriously talking about getting married.
2. There's nothing better than rereading chapters of Bleach (The beginning of the Hueco Mundo Arc) during a rainy day. Period. My stomach hurts from so much laughing and I've discovered so many chapters that I don't remember at all.
Besides Renji being a dork that I'm growing to love more and more, that is all~
Now time to get to work!Well, after a restroom break, I promise!
- Mood:
giggly - Music:Memories in the rain~
For now, I suppose I should work on not being afraid to express myself and not being so secretive. Yeah... for example my father must be upset about not telling him that I was going down here for the holidays. Sure I didn't myself until the day before, but that was still enough time to tell him. I really should apologize....
Another thing I found out is that I can't seem to multi task my life. I can only focus on doing one thing at a time and...that's not good. For example...I can't remember to contact my mom so that we can spend time together, hang out with my friends who miss me, think about apologizing to my dad, please my grandmother and go along with her every whim, and do what I feel like doing. Hm...maybe I should do "a to do list" because I think it's the only way that it's going to help me manage. -_-;
So yeah..life has been interesting lately. It's been a while since I've felt the highs and lows of being on an emotional rollercoaster. These past 4 days have probably been the most happiest and heart wrenching drama I've experienced since I started college. I've never been one for drama, but I'm thinking that maybe I should come back and live here. I sort of miss it...kind of makes me feel alive....and wonder if my hair will be all gray by the time I turn 25. Ehehe....
Christmas is coming up huh? It's like, less than a week away. It's pretty much crept on me that I'm starting to panic. I still don't have any gifts for anyone, nor do I have a list of what I want. This is bad, really bad...
Also...I wonder if Memento_eden accepts applications that aren't so serious. I've been writing one for Renji, but even though I'm being detailed in the background, It doesn't sound like I'm very serious. It's just, god, Renji is like in almost every single book and lately Memento has become strict on the applications and I...don't want to write a serious 15 paged essay about every single moved Renji does. Keeping it light-hearted makes it fun for me eheh. Although, I'm quite serious now about wanting to be accepted, so maybe I should be in the app.
So yeah, I'm going to try and respond to all Lelouch's and Gin's comments now and then work on the application again. ^^;;
...I also wonder...if I were to install the Sims 2 on my laptop...would the game kill it?
- Mood:
anxious
Well, it's just a Meme post and also so that I can say that I'm feeling quite better. Not 100%, but at least 85% XD;;
Well first Meme, is one that I stole from erinilliana :
And now this meme:
What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.
Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.
- Mood:
nervous
It's frustrating to the point that it pretty much ruined my day today, but I won't let it keep me down for long. I will get better soon and I will pass my tests, I believe in myself :3
So in other news:
I got my favorite blanket back today XD My sister stole it from me and she had been using it for days now. I have no idea why, since she knows that I always use it to cover myself. It's my lazy way of sleeping so that when I'm in a hurry the next day, I won't feel bad about not having fixed my bed XD;;
Even thought I mention the above, I actually haven't been sleeping in my own bed the past few days. With the super cold weather right now, my room is positively freezing since it was built cheaply years after the house was. Therefore it's like sleeping outside in a tent that has walls. >.> Not only that, but I feel so lonely in my room lately, especially with my lame condition. So yeah I've been sleeping on my sister's spare bed or on the living room sofa hehe.
So the spoilers were right and somehow Izuru was in the....but but as much as I was fangirling about it and how cute he was in the chapter and that he's safe for now...when Kubo? WHEN? Would you mind clearing that up? Also Kubo, that's not the only thing that confuses me. Just what are you trying to prove when you have Rangiku have her body almost ripped in half and...and...we only get to see Shuuhei's, Izuru's and Momo's reactions?
I'm seriously thinking about applying as Renji in Memento. I've always loved his character, but now I'm really motivated to do it...but I'm scared. I'm afraid that I won't get his character right. I'm such a perfectionist sometimes that I would hate to ruin his character with my constant mistakes and those sudden moments I tend vanish. So before I do that, I need to get my act together with Gin and Lelouch. I need to get Gin to interact a little bit more with people he can manipulate and tease. I also need to get him to have a better relationship with Aizen. I feel like I continue to let Aizen-mun down and it doesn't help that I'm scared of him >.>. As for Lelouch, I need to get his character straight. I keep making mistakes and having him say things that he probably wouldn't have said now that read over somethings. And asdfghjk perfectionist blah.
I've decided to try something, that is, if I've recovered by next week to do it. It's sort of like a mini project I've decided to do that normally I wouldn't XD. I just feel like spreading the Christmas joy a little different thi year because I can't do what I normally used to. What, you ask? Well, It's a secret~
BUT I need some help in order to do it. So how can you help? Well first of all, I'm making a poll that I will tally up from anyone who comments here and the people I know in RL. In this poll though, I want people to tell me what their 12 favorite christmas carols are. It can be listed in any order, or any language. It can be traditional like "Winter wonderland" to something crazy like "Grandma got run over by a Reindeer". Your choice~
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:Rockin' around the Christmas Tree
I'm an idiot. Really I am. I need to take care about myself more, worry more about my health and stuff.
Yeah, I haven't been feeling to good lately. it's not a cold or anything like that and i doubt it's serious..or at least I hope it isn't...but I haven't gone to the doctor either. I dunno...lately whenever I lay my head down and get up I get incredibly dizzy . It also happens (rarely) for a few seconds when I'm walking. I've been also feeling really tired and I can't concentrate as much as I'm used to. My father, being a flight medic, thinks I might be anemic, but I hope not. >.>
I've looked it up and I do have some of the symptoms like the ones mentioned above and the pale skin (but I've always had pale skin...), but I think it's all a part of my hypochondriac imagination. I mean, those are the same symptoms are someone who has low blood pressure and I definetly do not have low blood pressure. I'm still going to go to the doctor just so that I can get a check up anyways, but this would be my first time going in this city. I also don't want to go alone. Being in places like hospitals and clinics make me nervous to the point of having a panic attack, especially when it's me who is the reason why I'm there. I don't wanna go...but I want to be okay...but what if Ahhhh! ;_;
Maybe it's just stress? Stress from all these art projects that have taken up all my freetime in life and these stupid final exams that are coming up next week. I think it seems HIGHLY likely....right?
Ah well, I need to get back to online duties...The RP and my friends on E-mail are calling...but first a meme I stole from
hope_assassina while back but didn't get about doing it until now. The Rules: Choose 10 characters from a fandom and answer the questions that follow. No peeking until your list is done!
The list: (Provided by
erinilliana) 01. Izuru
02. Momo
03. Gin
04. Yumichika
05. Shuuhei
06. Szayel Aporro
07. Uryuu
08. Yachiru
09. Rangiku
10. Renji
Eheh this was pretty hard to do actually. Well some of the questions were, but your choice of characters and order of the list sure made it interesting Jae. :3
Speaking of Bleach...I refuse to believe those so called spoilers about Izuru on that webpage until I see it on onemanga on friday. It's just...
Oh and I started watching Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn thanks to those who play all the characters in Memento...it seems okay, but if it doesn't get interesting in the next few episodes I might lose interest...
- Mood:
worried
I'm really looking foward to
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memento_eden</lj>'s next event :DD Jae~ Would you like to do something together with Izuru and Gin? How about Little Red Riding Hood? *Shot and bricked many times over* xD Nah, that's the only thing I could come up with, but if you have a better idea, I would love to hear it. That is, if you want to do this event together. I don't mind either way so I'm leaving it up to you xDD
Thanksgiving was great. I got to visit all my family and friends and I made both flights down and up safely. Yes, it was so wonderful to arrive and see the love of my life waiting for me where the luggage is picked up. It was just like in those scenes at the movies, where the two couples go running up to each other in the fields of flower and- *Gags, unable to keep it up* Yeah, sure...then someone comes up to me and pinches me awake xD Hehehe, those were seriously my thoughts when I saw everyone else happily go up to their family, loves and whatnot. I could honestly not picture it in my mind.
MEME TIME!!!! :DDDDD
So...I've decided to steal some Memes. The first one, I've been meaning to do for a while, but I feel like I'm cheating so...
Someone, anybody, give me a list of ten characters from Bleach in any order. In the next post I make, I'll show you why.
Next, a meme stolen from
erinilliana: ( Who am I most like? )
( Random image meme )
That's about it for now. Well, other than a great big thank you to everyone on my F-Iist. Really, I am grateful to have met you all :3 Well, I have school tomorrow so to bed with me...I sure hope I don't have anything due...
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Killing me- L'arc en Ciel
Rangiku!....OMG ow and Momo...and then Izuru OMG Izuru came out again and Momo and and and Shuuhei and OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
OMG
Kubo, I don' know whether to hate you or love you for this because OMG I haven't had so many conflicting emotions in a long time.
- Mood:
OMG
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